Continue night shift at 13Th september again,
Dont know when I started hate night shift,
I used to emember last time I was really love work night shift,
But now I hate it...
Very hate it..
Just now while during working,
Received sms from that stupid fellow lp face,
It say:
"Hear that u getting fat again?"
(Translate from malay)
Damn him..
I fat, ugly or plastic surgery failed
Didn't have any bussiness of him,
No he problem at all,
I don't understand why did he keep bugging me all the time,
While he already have a new girlfriend,
The words that he sms to me,
Seems like her new girlfriend very pretty,
Oh My God~ I'm gonna vomit soon,
She is fucking ugly then me,
She didn't have a mix race face like me, (Dear say I use to had a mix race face)
She didn't have a cute chubby face like me, ( Sure she won't have it)
She didn't cute as like me.. (Wakaka, Not I say, but everybody say I'm cute..)
She wont be a glue glue just same like me, ( I'm the Super Glue Girl!!)
I'm better than her alot alot alot! (100%)
Die you!! BITCH
Lastly she fucking stupid than me,(The truth)
Because she choosing a phyco mental boys!
Bitch, Wish you luck!!
Your gonna die with crazy soon very soon,
I don't know what make you so interested with him?
Did he Handsome?
Oh man~ I don't think so!!
Did he rich?
No! He"s broke! And he own many money!
Did he a genius?
No! he failed in mandarin & english!
Did he a good and caring guy?
Ermm.. this I just can give 20%, because he crazy!!
Did he always by your side when you need him?
Definitely NO! he always not care you..
In a relationship with him in 5 years,
I never get anything from him,
Cause he is selfish and he won't hear advised from other people!!
And he is country and deep deep low class human
That why now he will have a new country bitch girlfriend..
Anyway i just can say this guy is OUT OF THE LIST!!!!!
And never on the list..
At least My dear was the best among of all!!!
Last night what I write on the blog,
Dear saw it already,
He say he will make a change from he mistake,
When I hear it, my heart is touching,
Never had someone will say to me like this,
That moment I feel like want to cry and the tears is out of my eyes,
But I try to control not to cry,
I don't want dear feel sad,
It's been 5 years since papa pass away,
No one had treat me this way before,
Dear, I'm sorry if my words had hurting you,
I know in this world nobody perfect,
But dear i rather that myself feeling hurt than make you feel hurt
I afraid to loose you in my life my DEAR...
I'm not afraid of anything I just afraid to loose you in my life..
Dear, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART,
Although we never meet before,
But I hope that we can be together until the end of life,
Because you really mean everything to me,
Dear, You just like a light that filled up my darkest life..
Dear, I never regret starting from the moment I choosing you,
I knew is God let me meet you,
I knew god have hearing the words from my deep broken heart,
So the god send You for me,
Dear, Your irreplaceable in my heart...
For always...
After discuss and chat with you just now,
Dear, I'm sorry,
Because I knew I abit childish,
I always though I was right,
I never think of your feeling,
Dear, Because of you,
I now will learn to take care of people and people feeling,
Dear, I really love you more and more each day..
Dear, You are the best...
Dear, I promise that I will always be by your side
No matter if your happy, sad, rich, broke, sick or healthy,
I will always be beside you..
I promise it Dear..
Dear did you know what the most happiness thing for me now?
" I WAS LOVING BY YOU, AND I WAS LOVING YOU"
Dear,
Now I read your message here,
"Dear, i miss u at here, i sorry to u when straight and make u hurt.
Sumtime i duno wat i should say but i oli knw take k of u in my best,
muack. Dear."
My dear, this message really make me wanna cry,
But I try to control it,
Because you dont like to see me cry,
Dear, I promise I wont cry that much anymore,
Dear, I promise I wont keep any secret from you anymore,
Dear, I promise I wont thinking too much anymore,
Dear, I promise you will be my only one for always,
Dear, I know sometime I was too bugging you,
I will be so because I was too love you,
Dear, I knew my word at here is so disgusting,
But start at here In the name on the god,
I swear-
Tan Christopher, I will love You forever and ever..
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