Night shift start begin at this month,
Wuuu wuuu..
I hate night shift!!!
7Th already coming....
1 month in a relationship with Tan Bla Bla already 1 month..
Ermmm...
Really don't know how to described what did I feel on it..
It can say happy? sad? angry? bla bla bla something more like that..
Anyway on this 1 month what did I get from him is:
Sometime he mouth really didn't have insurance,(Omg)
Sometime he really make me angry he also don't know,(Haizzzz)
Sometime he really talk very loud at phone to me,(It make me wanna cry.. Wuwuwu)
Sometime he always take me and other girl compare,(I admit I cant compare ok??!)
Sometime he always say I'm FAT... (HMPF!! WTF)
Sometime he talk something really straight to the point than me(Argh!!!)
That all my comment...
Human doesn't perfect at all...
If perfect that not human anymore...
But he sure do really have some few of thing that I like it..
He really know how take care alot to me,
He really know how to win my heart,
He really know how to make feel happy,
He really know how to make me think positive,
He really teach me alot of thing,
He make me feel the sweet taste of the love but not the sour,
He make me feel I'm not different from others person I'm still a normal girl at all,
He make me feel that he is beside me & always will be beside me,
He make me I'm the happiness girl in this world...
He really treat me very good.. very good.. very good..
He better than my ex.. really better alot alot alot...
That why I falling for him..
But this recently I got a strange feeling..
I feel like I didn't have much topic to chat with him anymore,
I feel like he didn't also have much topic with me,
Did the horoscope and zodiac is truth?
Taurus & Sagittarius Is not match
Rat & House Is not match
26 & 20 years old is not a lucky number?
Oh god... I wish that I was thinking too much already...
All this time he really treat me very good,
And we never argue before,
But why am I think too much?
Who can tell me?
Who can stop me for feeling such fucking down and blue now..
I really does hate this stupid feeling on me...
I hope it just a temporarily feeling only..
I hope after wake up from sleep,
Everything will change back to normal...
And I won't think that much anymore...
Tonight while work night shift while search at Internet to look for
The best way and the most faster way for lazy people to diet,
I think I have already found my own lazy & faster way to diet,
Because I really hate Tan Bla Bla always complain about my 3 layer cake,
Almost everyday I hear that..
"Dear, Why did You always seldom eat but you still fat?"
This words still acceptable,
The most unacceptable words is,
"Dear , I really do hate saw fat girl is trying to make up and styling them self,
Fat is fat already ma, Why still need to make up and try to have a nice dressing?
Fat is fat already, How make up and how to change also still cant hide the fat,
I feel very disgusting!"
While he saying this words
This words it straight through and fucking hurt deep through my heart...
I know I was fat, but I not fat at all,
It still have a hope for me..
But now listen,
I will prove it that I can be slim.
The ugliest duck will be a beautiful swan one day..
I will prove it...
I will prove it...
I will prove it!!!!!!!!
In the name on god I will prove it no matter what!!!
I swear...
The late night still update my blog,
While watching "Justice Bao"
Just feel that I was alone,
All malay staff is sleeping and waiting for sohor,
But I still didn't feel sleepy at all,
Dont know why...
I think I must be sleep too much already..
Ok...
Stop it here..
I wanna continue watch "Justice Bao" already..
If continue write the blog,
Don't know when just will finish it,
Because i really very LOSO
Haha..
Waiting for 7am go back home to sleep..
7am faster come come come to me...
I wanna date with Mr Chou son..
Haha..
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