I'll Never Be The Same

DEAR YOU。。
It been how many days and how many months ady we didn't contact each other,
I wonder how are you now? Are you fine? Are you still continue your last time activity?
Today dont know why I suddenly miss you.. I miss the day we spend together,
I miss your smile, I miss your hug, I miss your sms, I miss your voice,
I miss the moment that your huging me everytime when we meet...
I miss it very much..

But now not same anymore, And Never Be The Same Again...
You hurting me so badly.. I will not forget this, plus you betrayed me,
You not honest in the relationship with me..
You just treat me like a doll,
When you need me, You just come find me,
When you dont need me, You will not find me, even sms me...
That Is You HeartLess Boy..

Last time I though that I can change you and treat you right,
I though I will show you to the right path,
But who know? i'm just dreaming..
You will never change..
And You wont love me back like the way I Love You..
You just play a game with me..

Your hurt me deeply worst..
Till now I still remember what did you done to me all this time..
I still can feel that feeling..
It was so so so hurt..
But You dont understand it..
Because you dont love me like the way I Love You..

But now..
I make a change for myself
I told myself,
"Dear Me, Is time to let go now, He didn't deserve to have your love,
He didn"t deserve your sacrifice and he didn't deserve to have you.."
The moment I told that to myself..
I start and try to forget you...
Try to forget what we having last time
and everything that we did together..
I try not to miss your hug..
But...
I cant..
I still miss you..
But I still try my best to forget you and to hate you..

Is not easy to forget and to hate someone,
It need alot of time..
But now I'm glad I not miss you that much
since I decied to let you go and leave you..
Now I"m doing great with my boy friend..
He treat me better like the way you do..
He love me more than you do..

I love my life now..
My life after you..
Thanks for giving me such a sweet memory,
Thanks for make me grown up,
Thanks for heartless..
Thanks For Nothing,
Because I dont know You..
I guess I only have myself to blame..

If one day we ever meet again,
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME..